Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Things have been happening at such a fast pace tt I have alr lost touch or control over it... Even the only thing which i initiated ytd is now officially not in my control at all... so funny rites... in any case, i wun believe n place hope in what was promised to happen today cux simply most of the time is just mentioned for the sake of mentioning it... anyways... everything will come to an end tonite... sometimes i really am shocked at why everything happened so fast and why when I know the real situation yet i heck it... i also duno y... i dun blame anybody except for myself cux i simply placed myself in tis shit crap situation... okies... at least it's almost done... another less than 12hrs... today will b over and so will b everything but tt's also dependant on wad's gonna happen tonite also... i really duno liao...
now come to think of it... when pple say they admire you does it equate to being liking u? i duno... i guess im just playing the word game here... cux apparently to some pple admire=like but to me it's like so not it... so when the person i like tells me tt he admires me for some things and dislikes me for others plus the politically correct ans... tt's like the best thing he can tell me... so guys out thr pls learn the trick if u wanna get me off your back... hahas.. =p
seeing all my colleagues so happy in their family life makes me really happy for them and at the same time i really wonder will I finally b like them? i really duno... im not being pessimistic but our gen and their gen is so totally different plus i have done some super erroneous things which makes me so not the person im like 6mths ago... all of a sudden i realised tt i changed so much... or rather grew/matured so much... which spells bad news cux im old! haha... how nice if i could take everything in a joking manner...
it's time for changes and when i mean changes i mean changing myself into a super assertive and decisive person as opposed to the indecisive and zero determination person im now... change, change, change! jiayou!! oosh!!
anyways... eh... wad i wanna type huh... wahaah... STM!! Ooo yeah... genting... was gg to complain no genting happening for me and my friend le... mayb shd consider gg at a later date with another friend... haa
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